Psycho parent

What kind of sick individual keeps a child from her home and brainwashes her to fear her mother and sister? I am so tired of this womans stupidity.

curious about what it is i keep doing that is preventing me from true happiness.

Blogging from my phone, way cool!

a pearl of wisdom...

"children, men, and dogs... they all train the same"
-mama carolyn

hunting the elusive MoJo...

so far so good today but it has definately been a struggle lately to just get going. not enough coffee in the universe to get me outta my own way.
i have found that if i put chynna on the bus and go for my walk i am able to accomplish a lot more than if i put the walk off. i also found www.mapmywalk.com which has been cool to keep track of my miles.
my scales are way different than the doctors so i am clueless everytime i try to see how the numbers look. my pants are still tight so not much progress yet i guess...lol.
until next time, this is me trying to keep moving. hugs, mama carolyn

trust???

if you gaze for long into an abyss,
the abyss gazes also into you.

-Friedrich Nietzsche

i find this quote fascinating. i tend to try and see peoples reasoning behind what they do to the point of perhaps exposing my own vulnerabilities to them.
people are very interesting to me. trusting a mere human with that which causes you the most pain is kinda foolish if you think about it.
who can we truly trust and can we trust them forever or only for as long as we are in their good graces?

time flies...

i am freakin out that this is already the end of the month. how does it go by so fast? i think as soon as i turned 35 my sense of time got all whacked.
ironic that when you get to a point in your life where things are how you want them to be time starts to slip by faster so you can't enjoy it.
anywho...until next time. hugs, mama carolyn